Tuesday, December 9, 2008

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Thursday, December 4, 2008

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eighteenth day ... lunch

Sometimes I'm fine. In some moments I think I can do it. To accept the situation. To accept the fact that they are alone. Sometimes I can think of him with detachment. To delete from those memories and make a clean sweep of feelings. I think, there will be a better life.
But then there are lunches like today, sitting in a bar chatting with a friend. A friend who is so harsh and cruel to me says it's over. You never get a second chance. Have you been given a second chance. Perhaps you have been given it so much. And you would not see them.
And these lunch breaks I reject terror.
Then came a phone call. The unsuspecting friend's phone call asking me if I see you. And which story is over. Incredulos leaving her and me in disbelief and utter the words "is over." And the friend will not tell you "come back together." We respond, in half words, "I can not think about it" and "Take the flowers of bach."
But the final stab, the one that left me without collapsing to the ground, however, kill me, was a call from my father. In such a situation as complicated is my family, with my mother on the verge of a nervous breakdown and fear that nothing will ever go well, because I get to that family there ... that the life had just kicked and misery.
telefonta And that kind, to wish me a good trip, I was destroyed.
anxiety that builds up to anxiety. Fears fears. Terror to terror.
never goes away.
Last night I fell asleep gently rocked by the thought of me, my father and my mother lying on a bed of death. And I was the executioner.
But even so we will find peace.
No peace for us. I have had 15 years of pure joy. But evidently happiness must not be part of my existence.
Each of us is born with a destiny.
Or maybe not. I was given the opportunity to change my destiny. But I've thrown away. I stupidly, lazily thrown away bitterly.
And I'll have another chance.
Maybe this is our destiny. Four
unhappy that roam the world without any purpose. Whose life has no reason to exist.
I was happy thinking that could be alleviating the plight of my mother. Now there are more. And she is plunged back into the black tragedy. Blacker. Because he knows that will not see a positive end.
Why is this happening?

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

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seventeenth day ... I'm sick

... I feel bad. I think about him at all times. I can think of things, routine, daily newspaper, which normally do together in this period and we will not do more but I'm sick. I think of daily acts of love. Call me. Speaking. Touching. Everything has denied. I'm hurt. I pretend. I try hard. I try not to give importance to things. But I die inside. Game is an obsession. They say it will pass. But how? My life is shattered. Nothing will ever be. I think his tone icy. At his blank look. In his gentle detachment. And die. Everything went wrong.
no candle to light. Wreaths to hang out the door. Wrap gifts. Biscuits to prepare. 15 Christmases together. And now no more. Perhaps now is talking to her - Hello. How are you?, What have you done today? I'm broken. I'm going to Ravenna. I miss you.
embarrassment and joy in his voice. Have not yet reached the point that I feel is "normal." It's all emotion, a gasp, a test.
I would ask him, ask him questions. But I lock myself in myself and I cry inside.
not think I'm special. There is no reason that should not happen me. But I feel bad. Very bad. And I just want to sleep forever.

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seventeenth day ... Palpitations

My horoscope for today (not that I think. I've never believed and I've never read the horoscopes. But when life's falling apart, sometimes, you only have the stars):

Love
E 'castles in the air or useless to hope too much. On the front you must adjust the emotional pull and resize your dreams.


Hope too ... Resize the dreams ... This
Yes I had understood.
Last night I had a moment of happiness when I saw his name appear on my phone. But last night, despite the time, attacked me in some way. And there is nothing in his voice that reveals LOVE.
He responded to my mail. I had written that I love, I love him to death. What I do not claim anything, but I can not erase the love I feel for him.
And his answer was as follows:

You are not ridiculous. I never thought of.
One thing is' certain to live his life with sincerity ', especially to themselves,' the only way possible. I even understand myself.
The only thing of which I am pleased and 'your serenity'. Slowly I'm re-conquering.

I love you. Really.

A big hug,

Game


Living life with sincerity ... Perhaps he means to admit, if itself and then with others, who loves her. Who wants to be with her. That the dreams every night. That the heart beats fast when they see it. Die when you hear the call. Perhaps this is the sincerity that is looking for. It will be the next step, after she left. After I "yelled" that do not love me anymore. As I walked away a little step at a time, step by step.
I expect terrible days. The worst is yet to come. And as I write I have palpitations. I feel like dying. I do not care anything. I would not do anything. Just stay lying down and think about the two of them together. Imagine that while he thinks of her work and the thought filled him with tenderness.
I pray to God, I hope, I hope, dream ... to find the strength to face this other step. I would like to live, not just survive. And instead, I feel that I am succumbing. Slowly. And pretending to still be alive.

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

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Sixteenth day ... He is no longer my

walk down the street and I repeat it mentally, I'm alone, I'm alone, I'm alone, I'm alone, I'm alone, I'm alone ...
is difficult to wake up after 15 long years and not have anyone by my side. Not having him. I think
: Game Gym loves, loves Gym Game, Game loves Gym, Game Gym loves ...
Weave their names and discover that they have many more similarities than I have mine and his. I think that sooner sleep with her. I think the evening will send a message Page: Good night, doll.
I think that Christmas will be the first to which will do their best wishes. And New Year's Eve kiss her and not me.
I try to be realistic. Do I really understand that I'm single. It is very important.
I was granted one more full week with him. A NY. The latest.
Then our lives take different paths.
I think I'll leave her home. I think that lately when I say "home" he corrects me more.
I think that gave me no hope. And he did it to me. I am not angry with him. I love him dearly. I love him like I never loved anyone.
I think I might tell him first. I think that I should not lose it.
I think of the possibility of 15 years I've had and how I allowed life to delete them all, wiping out the opportunity to remain with him forever.
I miss so much. I think about him every second of my day. And I'm afraid to dream because the dream with her.
I want to scream to everyone how much I love him. Like when I was 18 and our story had not yet begun. I love him so. In that way. With the same passion and intensity.
I do not like the idea of \u200b\u200bhim. I met him. So what are its flaws and limitations. I know the taste of his breath in the morning. I know his body, palm to palm.
I put my face on her. Kissing her neck smooth and soft. Scented.
I would take a blank sheet of paper and write a thousand times "I love you Game." And when the sheet is finished get a new one and write it again. And while he
I permanently delete it from its archive, moving from C to an external hard drive, such as the work of the past, I'm in love with him immensely.
I think the space she occupies. Giga and gigs of memory. Game
I love you. Game I love you. Game I love you.
not see me anymore. Does not like me anymore. Does not prove anything to me. I repeat this mantra. Now. While I get on the bus. While brushing my teeth. As I read a book. While work.
There's nothing I can do.
Game ...

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Sixteenth day ... The ultimate gift of Gaetano

I must not lose sight of what I NEVER said, "do not love you anymore. It's over."
I must learn to accept the idea of \u200b\u200bhim with her, without necessarily becoming slave, but simply by observing it as a fact ... natural.
I do not have to think about what will be tomorrow and deal with problems one at a time.
I must be happy that Game last gift I did: a chance to become a better person, stronger and able to stand on its own legs.

Last Game gift for me. I love you so much, my sweet love. But I can love you from afar. No longer in any way ruin your life.

Monday, December 1, 2008

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Fifteenth day ... Farewell

kept me hold you all night. Embrace me this morning. He shook him as he cried. And I said goodbye again. More clearly. More calmly. As gently as possible. Goodbye. Not I was happy. Our lives together were flashes of happiness in the middle of nowhere. This he said. May. He added. Then he stated: for more than a year. Finally he admitted: for over two years. Two years of no happiness can not be erased in any way. Two years of happiness are not as dark falls on the head and separates from the body. There is no return. There is no way out. And while he understands more and more clearly, do not love me at all, I understand, more clearly, love him so much. And realizing that the love you so much I realize that I'm in love with him again. Again. As at the beginning. Like when I stayed hours watching the phone to call me. As expected when the with anxiety and looked in that special way. That there's never been anyone else.
remains his affection. Still my love.
"If we want to go for a ride on my new car."
But next year, which means less than a month, or perhaps sooner, if his heart throb again, will you.
I'm wrong. Very bad. I've never been so bad. Never for anybody.
Whatever had happened to me in the past, he was there to catch me. And the past was him. Him for 15 years. Almost 15. Would have been 15 on Jan. 5.
And we did it ... I do not have it done.
I miss so much. I miss her. I miss her. I miss her.